Our idea of what a family is comes first and foremost from
what we experience within our own families. So, before I start exploring other
people’s experience of family, I will explore my own.
I am the eldest daughter of Curt and Barb Black and I have
seven siblings who follow in line after me about every two years or so. First
Sophie came, then Helen, then Jonathan. Next, Ava was born, then Samuel, Jane
and finally Josephine.
Being the oldest of eight children meant that I had a lot of
responsibilities from a young age. I remember being a “second mom” of sorts to
my younger siblings. Having to take on more responsibilities at a young age
meant that I matured faster – which I am grateful for now – but also meant that
I missed out a little bit on just being a kid.
I never doubted the fact that I was loved by my parents and
my siblings. My mom and dad read, prayed with and played with me and my
brothers and sisters. We also made it a point to have family dinners together
almost every night, which is something I did not realize not many people had
the experience of growing up. My mom is a really good cook, and my dad is too,
but my mom did most
of the cooking in our family, and she taught me and my
sisters to love being in the kitchen as well.
My mom and dad choose to homeschool my siblings and I. My
mom did most of the teaching, but my dad helped us a lot with math and science
when he got home at night from his job as a Chiropractor. I really enjoyed
being homeschooled. I liked that I got to develop close relationships with my
siblings and parents while learning at home, as well as be a part of a large
homeschooling community. My siblings and I had many friends who were
homeschooled who lived close by that we did school and fun activities with as
well as participated in vocal choir and hand bell choir. Now some of us are at
home, some at private schools and some at public schools because my parents
believe that all of us kids should learn in the way and in the environment we
do best. My siblings and I were also involved in theater, soccer, piano lessons,
4-H and at our parish. Being very busy was a norm for the Black family and
still is!
Every year my family and our close family friends travel to
a cabin up north in Wisconsin and spend a week there swimming, eating, boating,
eating, playing games, exploring, eating and enjoying each other company. (Did
I mention we do a lot of eating?!?) The week at the cabin is something that I
anticipated all year (and still do) because it was a time for our family to
reconnect with each other and with our friends.
Growing up I never really wanted for anything. I always had
clothes to wear, food to eat and a bed to sleep in. I never really worried
about money even when the recession hit and my family went thought a little bit
of a financial crisis, because I did not really feel the effects.
My family has gone thought some hard things, deaths of
extended family members and struggles with mental health and learning
disabilities. But through all of the hard times my family grew closer, I think because
my parents made an effort to learn from, and help my siblings and I learn from
the experiences that we went through.
Over my years of growing up my family had a few other
families live with us when they were going though times of crisis. I always thought
that this was great because I loved having some of my best friends stay with
us. Looking back on those times now, I see how generous and supportive my
parents are and I hope to be able to have the same kind of active love for my
friends and family as my parents did and still do.
Extended family also played a big role in my life growing
up. We always spent holidays with my grandparents and aunts and uncles and
cousins from both sides of the family. My grandparents would give us gifts and
spend time with us, and we would travel to MN often to visit and stay with my
extended family on my mom’s side. On my mom’s side of the family there are 36
cousins and I am the oldest, which makes family gatherings big and loud and
tons of fun! My family is Catholic and practices the faith and most of my extended
family does too, but some do not, which adds another interesting aspect to the
times we all spend together.
Now that Sophie and Helen and I are all out of the house
going to school in three different states, our family dynamics have changed a
bit. I would say that overall we have become closer as a family, in a unique
way, because being away from each other makes us appreciate the times that we
have together all the more. Thinking about what our family is going to look
like in the next 10 years, is something that I like to do sometimes. I wonder
who will be married, who will have kids, where will everyone be living...all is
so uncertain! One thing I am certain of though is that we will all still love
and care for each other, because that is just how my family is.
I know that I have been blessed with a great family life and
I am so thankful for the critical role my family has played in my life and will
continue to play.
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